Introducing.. Alice Snow

Yes. Yes. Maybe I'm schizophrenic.

My name is not Alice Snow.
My soul just belongs to her.
She's a nowhere girl, floating somewhere in the universe.

This is not an introduction of me.
You already have that.
Alice Snow is not my name, but it's me.

It's the identity that I belong to right now.
When I can't find myself, I'm taking her name.

I like wearing fake lashes and double-decker boots, making normal stuff weird, writing stories and doing my make-up.

I don't know who Alice Snow is.

Two days

In two days, my life will change.
An event, which I have waited for in three years, will finally take place.
It will be great, epic, euphoric; it will be the best day of my life.

I still remember that day in October, that untill now was the biggest moment of my life.
But this will be bigger.

It will fulfill all my dreams.
I will finally shine.

Two days.
Two fucking days.

Please.
Happiness.

Two days.

Dreams

Everybody has dreams.
Everybody needs to follow their dreams.
I have dreams, too.
And I'm following them right now.

But I'm having issues.

People have told me not to follow my dreams.
Normally, I couldn't care less.
I mean, let them talk, they don't get it at all.
But in this case, I need the crowd.
I need them to complete me, so I can live my dreams.

They're making me lose my faith.
And they know.

I'm helpless.

Apparently I'm worthless
At least that's what they say
And the world around me is perfect
I'll never find my way.

xoxo

The Beginning

First entry.
One, two, three...
Is it on?

My name is Emily-Isabella 'Glitter' Nightingale.
I am a nameless child.
I am 15 years old and I live in Copenhagen.

Most people can't seem to figure out who I am.
I don't mind.

I am singer in a band called 'Cherrykill'.
This band means everything to me.
If you don't support the band, you don't support me.
I live for the music.
We want the fame.
And that's exactly what we're gonna achieve.

I don't know my sexuality.
I guess I'm bisexual.
I'm open.

I have a beautiful girlfriend.
I truly love her.
We have always been soulmates.

I am an author as well as a singer and an artist.
I like to express myself.

This is not the last you've heard from me.

I'm out.

xoxo

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